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TahityAge 20Jan 18th 2008
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dooodlesAge 107Aug 16th 2007 *pokes* come haunt me before i start like seriously missing you xx

xstephess1xAge 19May 18th 2007 hey chick
gd pro ya gt ere rated ya a big 10
lookin pretty in all ur pics
keep up da gd wrk on ur pro
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Steph Ess

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dooodlesAge 107Apr 26th 2007 peek-a-boo

jiiixAge 21Oct 04th 2006 Hey, hows it goin? Lookin amazin! James X

Beautiful]

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful

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You Could Be Happy]

You could be happy and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all of the things I wish I had not said

Are played in loops til its madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were?

And not all our last days of silent screaming blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you walking out the door

You could be happy I hope you are

You made me happier that I'd been by far

Somehow everything I owe smells like you

And for the tiniest moment its all not true

Just do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back dont think just do

More than anything I want to see you

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

You should be happy no matter what

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the ins and outs of moi]

Name: Becka Gilchrist
Birthday: December 11th 1989
Birthplace: Grimsby, (North East England)

Current Location: England/Kent

Eye Color: Ha zel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right  
The Shoes You Wore Today: Trainers (of course) 
Your Weakness: flip-flops and bad boys 
Your Fears: Losing a friend and getting hurt again 
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese n bacon thats gt no fat in it bt tastes the same 
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Lose weight, get some self confidence, be happy 
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol" or "u moose!" 
Thoughts First Waking Up: Bleh
Your Best Physical Feature: umm... prob my butt, tho thats nt gr8 
Your Bedtime: Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: Romania, or my family 
Pepsi or Coke: Can't tell the difference so...Pepsi - sounds betta

MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King 
Single or Group Dates: Group if im nervous around the guy, single if not 
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: They both taste like feet 
Chocolate or Vanilla: Ice cream? vanilla. In general, chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: nething with coffee in it is fine by me
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Sing: Yes but badly 
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately yes
Do you want to go to Uni: Yeah
Do you want to get Married: Not sure...i guess so 
Do you belive in yourself: only as far as existence, so not really 
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not since i was about 4 
Do you think you are Attractive: No chance
Are you a Health Freak: Kinda
Do you get along with your Parents: Which one? nah, they'll do 
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah
Do you play an Instrument: Yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Technically yeah, but nothing rec.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No - do they sell them here? shall have to investigate...

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Eww no
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nah
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No lol 
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No, only tipsy 
Ever been called a Tease: Priktease counts, right? 
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Quietly in my sleep, without any fuss
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: about as mature as i am now - more fun than being snooty hehe Tbh i dont really know, maybe crime scene forensic analiser
What country would you most like to Visit: Africa (i no thats not a country). id also love to revisit australia to tour round it

Favourite Eye Color: green or grey
Favourite Hair Color: Dont really mind, quite like fair hair i guess 
Short or Long Hair: I like both - depends on the guy, sum guys dnt look right wiv short hair 
Tall or short: For a guy? jus as long as their taller than me its ok
Weight: Mine? i aint sayin.  
Best Clothing Style: Whatever suits. dont like pikeys tho 
Number of Drugs I have taken: rec. none 
Number of CDs I own: like iv counted - theres too many 
Number of Piercings: 2 in each ear - soon to be four 
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lost count

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wt u think of me]

01. I _____ Becka
02. Becka is ______.
03. If I were alone in a room with Becka, I would ______.
04. I think Becka should ______.
05. Becka needs ______.
06. I want to ______ Becka.
07. Someday Becka will ______.
08. Without Becka ______.
09. My memories of Becka are ______.
10. Becka can be ______.
11. The worst thing about Becka is ______.
12. The best thing about Becka is ______.
13. I am ______ with Becka.
14. One thing i would like to know about Becka is ______.
15. Becka should go and ______.
16. Becka ______ me.

lol Beck xXxxxxXx

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You're Not Alone]

okay, i found this from a site, and i thought it was really important to put here. i know people who feel this way, and chosing to suicide of your way out isn't the answer. Don't just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing.

You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts:

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor. That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help.


& I hope you have realized ;; Suicide's not the way out. there are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. you're leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better.

I know i can't convince you to not commit suicide, but just please think about everything a little before you do anything.

There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.

I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at lease once in their life. And you think there is no other way, just read this over.

Remember:
You live to have fun, and joke around ;; Not to be depressed. I know depression isn't an easy thing to get over, but it is possible .. ♥ Please read this all it may change your live for ever♥ please put this on your site so others can read it too! Read more...

Mini Quiz]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me? 
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why?
7. Describe me in 1 word!
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything wot would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me?
14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt? 
15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me? 
16. Are you goin 2 put this on ur blog and see what i say about u?  
17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Becki xXxxxXx

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