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About meI am coleen. i am 23. I am a qualified nursery nurse . I am loud bubbly and up for a laugh. I enjoy going out with my friends to get drunk and have a laugh. I am currently living at home with my mum. I have two brothers andt he most wonderful nephew ever. Anything you'd like to know bout me feel free to email me BlogPosted on Monday 24th 2008]Well not much been happenin lately, still working away been on holiday for a week so plenty of drinking with the girlys. xx Read more...life at moment]Well as im sure everyone is noticed im not very big on this blog stuff. I just thought id drop a quick note to say whats been going on with me. Well im still working away in the nursery, im at college 2 nights a week doing my pda in childcare. Still like to go out with the girls whenever i get the chance.
coleen xx Read more...the end]
Darkness surrounds me, im choking in the clouds,
I can’t run or hide all these feelings are coming from inside,
They won’t go away they won’t fade with time.
I feel im locked in a room, banging my head off walls,
I’ve no way out the keys for the door locked eternally deep inside,
I call out for help no words escape my mouth.
My words stuck I can’t get them out the fear of people seeing me weak,
This holds a greater fear and scares me even more.
I feel ashamed of everything I am of who I have become,
I feel their stares and look of hate my pride is just stripping lair and lair away.
Im slowly becoming a nothing, a empty shell all my emotions draining away,
I no longer try to figure it out why should I bother who cares.
life]Life’s full of choices, paths and roads,
Many friends along the way to help with the load,
There are few who in life will touch your heart,
But plenty to break it given a chance.
Trust is an issue as large as the sky,
Who do u trust and why,
So many claim they will be there and that they care,
Then stab you in the back without a backwards stare.
In you I feel I have a friend i trust,
I hardly know you but feel you’ve been there,
You’ve felt the pain that’s hard to share,
So when I feel down and as if no one cares,
I will remember your cheeky grin, and that you’re always there,
Maybe you will turn out like the rest but for the moment,
You have my ultimate respect.
for aki love coleen x
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I still feel this pain, like it was yesterday.
But it was 3 years ago, you took your own life away.
What made you do it, choose not to stay.
Thats what im wondering on this hot sad day.
As i look out the window the sun in the sky.
All i can do is wonder why.
I thought if you loved us, you would want to stay.
But in life it doesnt happen that way.
People think im cold and heartless that i dont care.
But inside im crying, i feel stripped bare.
I truely loved you, you were like a da to me.
I will never forget you even if your no longer here.
As i close my eyes, i see your face.
I hear you singing. your free now without a care.
I never told you i did care, i hope you know.
Your in my prayers as i lie alone.
I pray you are happy, and in a better place.
That everything that troubled you has slipped away.
That you are proud of me and what ive done.
That were ever you are you feel our love.
As the days pass, as each new day breaks.
I think of you and your mad ways.
Your cheeky smile and childish pranks.
You are what helps me get throughthe day.
As i see the tears of pain in others eyes.
I wish i could tell them you wouldnt want them to cry.
You were always so happy.
Always up for a laugh. its them memorys that last.
I will always love you uncle kevin.
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