special ones

he is my world, along with maddie of course. he can be a complete braindead arsehole sometimes which makes me want to tear my hair out but he usually comes to his senses in the end + makes the right decisions. we've been together nearly 2.5 years now..wow that makes me feel old. we've been through so much more than our fair share of bad times. we laughed, cried, screamed, swore, shouted, cried some more. but we came out of it stronger than ever, at least i'd like to think so. i love you x

Maddie-Leigh

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Mr Martin aka Sye. He is my amazing boyfriend <3. We've been together about 14 months now and it's had more than it's fair share of up's and downs but I think we're about sorted nows. He's different from what kind of person I imagined I'd be settling down with, but I'm so glad I've got him. I wouldn't be able to live my life without him in it now. He's brought so much happiness into my life which I didn't think I'd find again. Most importantly he helped me bring our beautiful daughter Maddie-Leigh into the world. I can't thank him enough for that. He's an amazing daddy to her and she loves him to bits.

He's not just my boyfriend, he's a best friend, we laugh together, cry together, scream and shout together. He knows when something is wrong even when I say everything is fine. He knows when I need a cuddle and kisses and makes sure I get plenty. He looks after me when I'm poorly. Buys me things even though I say no because it makes me feel bad.
Then there's the sex...*yum* 8].

We have so many laughs when we're out and about in random places. Like, at the cinemas he thought it would be fun to buy a supersized coke and then chuck it from the highest seats and watch it roll all the way down to the front without even drinking a bit first! :'[ Or when there's annoying people at the cinema who keep playing music on their phones and I have to threaten them to get them to pack it in. Then there's the times where I fall over mid air =/ especially when I have white trousers on, and theres a big hole in the concrete which I didn't see 8-). Plenty more stories like that but I'd be here all day. He knows just how to make me wee my pants laughing.

Most of you know, probably witnessed us going through our bad patches. But despite all that, I love this boy with all I have and I always will. Everything I do is better when I'm doing it with him. He's mine and not yours, kapeesh? I know theres a few of you that would like to be in my shoes but I'm afraid it's a bit of tough titties really. :]

Baby boy, you're the best boyfriend evar.
You're gorgeous and special x20.

I Love You
x

The Best Friend
This would be my Lisa, yes mine. She is and has been my true best friend for the best part of 2.. nearly 3 years now. We've had our fall outs and patches where we hardly speak. But despite that, she'll always be my one and only wenchy. We are currently in one of our stages where we don't speak much. Which sucks big time. I still love her trillions, she still means the world to me and I miss her shitloads. The fun we've had.. my my. We used to be THE SHIT in the good old days, we were known for being the  biggest 3829472893 faced bitches on the motherfucking planet. And what? :] Did that stop us bitching? No sir! If we knew you, 99% of the time, you were bitched about. Deal with it! ;D Our cam sessions were thee best, making each other piss our pants over absolutely fuck all? Then taking 38974928374 pictures then deleting half of them cos they sucked and cos we forgot how to pose :[ THEN there's the people who wanted to BE US. We had a whole crew of followers/stalkers whichever you want to call them. They wanted to sex us really babie ;]. I wouldn't be where I am now or the person I am now if it wasn't for her. Infact, I don't even want to think about where I'd be if it wasn't for our first chats. We were each others rocks through some of the toughest times anybody could ever have in their life. But thanks to ourselves, we've both come out of it all, smiling and super duper strong. That's Girl Power bitches! <3

We also like to dance to our songs in the mirror with our hairbrushes, yep yep! We're cool, future superstars mateee. Remember the names ;]. We are going to own a big pink mansion with mirrors galore and our own personal shopper man who will push us both to shopping centers in a ASDA trolley (Y). He will be big and strong and live outside in a doggy cage, we'll feed him bread & water & maybe a roast on sundays if he's good! :]

Basically, I love this girl to pieces, she's the only one besides Sye who I know I can spill my guts out to when something is bothering me & know I won't be judged for it. I'd trust her with my life. I can't say that about most of the other people I speak to from the interweb. :] Hopefully we will get things back to how they were when you get settled wenchface. I have so much love for you, don't think for a second that I'd forget you or replace you. Cos it won't happen.

BESTIES ALWAYS.
<3