mikeyd

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mikeyd

Age 22

Name: mikeyd
Last Online: Dec 05th 2008
Last Updated: Dec 02nd 2008
Visitors: 10294
Rating: 9.95833 (10 votes)

Location: Edinburgh
Relationship: Single
Sexuality: Straight
Height: No Answer
Eyes: Green
Hair Style: -
Body Type: Slim

Occupation: -
Ideal Partner: Women that say they like me treat me like a joke, so no one is my perfect partner.
Interests: Watching Japanese Animes, listening to music & playing my games consoles
Cigarettes: I don't smoke
Alcohol: I drink now and then
Drugs: I don't use drugs
Bad Habits: Believing women when they say they like me, cracking bones and intentionally hurting myself.

About me

Hey & welcome to my profile!

Here are my favourite songs of the moment:-

Porcelain Heart by Barlow Girl
Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold
Rebirthing by Skillet
Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park
The Promise by Krypteria
Sweet Revenge by Krypteria

Victorium Speramus by Krypteria

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

If you want my msn, you'd be best to talk to me on here first, since some people add me then don't talk to me at all, and that is getting on my nerves now.

As you can see, my names Michael & i live in Edinburgh, Scotland (Portobello to be more exact lol). I'm not really too good at talking about myself, so i'm sorry that it's boring. I was born in Glasgow but had no choice but to move away. I listen to basically any music, but i prefer to listen to metal, rock & stuff quite like that. I'm quite a big anime fan, i absolutely love watching them, i couldn't go very long without watching even just 20 minutes of some, thats just how much i love anime, & i really like computers (in every aspect). I take things very seriously, so you'd better watch that you don't say anything that bothers me (just a friendly bit of advice).

I'm an extremely depressing person (don't believe me, ask anyone that knows me), i can't remember the last time i didn't regret being alive, but it has been about 13 years now, that i do know. If you say to me to cheer up & stuff like that, then you should try & think about how i feel with being attacked more times than anyone else has in a short time & being used by girls (i have been told by so many girls that they really like me as more than a friend, which in the end is just them doing it for a laugh & trying to make someone else jealous). I am not really interesting & i'm not too big on talking about myself, i prefer to listen to other people since to me they are better off happy than i will ever be. I'm not really the sort to talk to guys, i prefer to talk to girls, probably because guys seem to just talk about sports, sex, relationships & stuff like that, & it just gets annoying after a while. I live with my dad, his girlfriend, my little brother & my baby sister just now, & please don't ask me why i don't live with my mum or anything like that. I think it's sad when guys ask girls for their msn addy's just as soon as they say something to them, but it's worse when they ask for them to do stuff on cam, now that is just too pathetic for words (or if they ask for nude pics, now that just shows how sad they are, doesn't it). I'm also the sort of person that you either like or hate (it will be towards hate not long after you talk to me for a while), but you will be able to trust me (or at least i think so, but you'll have to see if i'm right or not). I seem to have this fascination with things out of the ordinary (like dragons, demons & things like that) & romantic/couple pictures (i just really like the way they are). Just thought i'd put what you'd be best to know, although i doubt many people if any read this, but it would be in your best interest to read about me before you rate and/or talk to me, since it'd be a shame if someone was to talk to me & then regret it after a short time (which is a LOT of people up to now already, but i am suprised that anyone talks to me at all)

I listen to music by In Flames, TRUST Company, Skillet, Thousand Foot Krutch, Maximum The Hormone, Nightmare, Assemblage 23, Flyleaf, Within Temptation, Children of Bodom, Lacuna Coil, Avenged Sevenfold, 3 Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, Adema, Finger Eleven, Utada Hikaru, Ayumi Hamasaki, Linkin Park, Evanescence, The Rasmus, Nightwish, Trapt & Mindless Self Indulgence just to name some of them, but i'd be here for ages if i was to put them all down. I also like to listen to fairly depressing music, as long as it sounds good.

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Something about me]

Figured i'd say what i believe is true about myself, just to see who will read it and if anyone will still talk to me, but mainly because i feel like crap and need to say it.

I'm the lowest sort of person, i'm physically weak, commonly depressed and i'm extremely fragile when it comes to my mental state. I can't protect myself, expect too much from things and people and i also believe alot of what people tell me very easily. I can't make decisions for myself too well, and if i like a girl, i can't help but want to do things as long as she's happy, which explains why i have never had a girlfriend in my life, and probably never will knowing my luck. Read more...

No one wants me]

I honestly don't understand why girls say they like me as more than a friend & then a few days later say they only like me as 'just a friend', & they say i have no confidence, well what they're doing is really going to help, the only way that will help is by making me end my sad life in a worse way than previously. I just need to ask one question, will someone do me a favour & put either a bullet or a knife through my already dead heart or will i just be put through more pain by living? Read more...

Meaningless life]

What is the point in me being alive? I'm hated by my whole family, i am all alone in this world, i have never had a girlfriend (but then again, who would want to go out with someone like me) & by the looks of things, i may never have one, so someone tell me, is there any point in living when you are going to be alone all your life with nothing going for you & knowing all you are is a disappointment? & also add what my 4th July blog says & let me know after that. Read more...

4th July]

4th July, i will never be able to forget that date, it was when my life started to go to hell, when my mum was taken away from me 11 years ago, people say everything happens for a reason, well what is the reason for that? i am always in the worse state of my life on that day, getting worse the weeks before & being alone most of the time afterwards, then the cycle repeats itself again next year. will it ever stop or am i literally screwed?

& for those people that are thinking 'just try & forget about it', well i have tried that since it started, but look at how well that has turned out, & the fact she was the only family member that cared about me doesn't make it any easier at all.

No doubt no one will read this, but i thought i'd put it up just in case someone actually reads it.