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vanessajohnsonOur deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. Profilevanessajohnson
About mehey there, my name is Vanessa. I'm 16 years of age, I was born in South africa but i currently live in Perth, Australia and have been for 9 years. I am doing an 18 week hospitality course at Tafe, the certificate 3 that i will get at the end of the course might come in handy one day in my life when im travelling or something. Next year i plan to do a diploma in beauty therapy and futher studies into make-up artistry. I want to travel around the world and i believe that it will open my eyes to new opportunities and a whole new perspective of life and i think that will be great. I laugh alot, sometimes too much but thats just me. I don't drink alot, I don't smoke and i don't go out and party much, not that i can't, i just choose not to. I'm trying to enjoy every moment right now but to be honest i'm quite looking forward to my future. I really would like to see the world, I want to go everywhere and see everything. I love my life and the moments in it. Expressing and showing kindness and love is very important to me. I'm a very happy person who is happy to be here and be alive. I like optimism. I am usually content. Everything about life just makes me excited. I love writing. I also like to learn a lot, about anything. The world and they way we are is so interesting to me! My favorite thing is probably love, all forms of it. Loving, learning, sharing, caring, reading, thinking, writing, music, dancing, friendship, photography, creativity, fashion, dreaming, seeing, believing, listening, and feeling. I laugh a lot. I love good times and memories, and remembering them. Nature, pretty days, and nice weather mean a lot to me, along with my wonderful friends who are just amazing amazing people. I'm so thankful for everything. There's nothing like the sunset in my opinion, I get this warm feeling whenever I see it! I'm a bit silly sometimes. There's always something going on in my head, I like to think. I really love make up artistry and would love to become professional one day. I love treasures and old things. I love my best friend, Kimmy, she's a huge part of my life. I'm starting to understand and realize things more. I think something really important in life is to find out who you are, self discovery. I don't like violence, and I really do think that love can change the world. I'm a little shy sometimes, but once you get to know me I will open up. I'm pretty comfortable with myself, I've learned and grown and become the person I am, I'll always be learning and growing. I want to know a lot about you. I love conversation. I like to listen. I think everything is beautiful and that life is what you make of it. I am constantly in a mode to better myself and to not let one day go by where I don’t love someone or something. I have lots of questions, and sometimes it bugs me how I know they wont all be answered. It all works though, I do know that sometimes, it's better not to know. I have beliefs, thoughts, ideas, and common sense. I seem to let little things ruin or make my day sometimes. Everything just depends I guess. The world interests me so much, just everything about it. All the people on it and how we're all different and the same in some ways and how everyone is somehow connected. I wish everyone would love everyone for just who they are. I'm easily fascinated I guess. The world is just beautiful. I like trust. I don't do drugs or smoke, but i do drink. That is just me. It's who I am and what I stand for. I'd like to think of myself as an understanding person. I am also a big fan of choices, so I think people should make their own. I do agree that it takes all kinds of people to make the world go round. Everyone is different and that is great. As long as you are being you that is plenty. I like watching people, and I like to wonder things about them. I like wondering just in general, and I love to dream as well. I stand up for what I think is right and follow my dreams. I like to write lists. One of my biggest fears is forgetting my memories and moments that are special to me. I am a very optimistic person most of the time; I like to look on the bright side. I've learned that the good and the bad are both part of life. I always try to keep my hopes up, hope is very important to me. I still like all the good old classic Disney movies, I watch them all the time. I think they are so sweet. I'm a little afraid to grow up. I think childhood is beautiful. I love thinking about lots of things. I love special moments in life that make you just want to stop time and be like that forever. Those kind of moments when you find yourself smiling, laughing, and living without any effort. I am so thankful for every memory I have. I am mostly always happy but like everyone else i have my good and bad days. I see life as the most amazing gift that everyone is given and nothing should be taken for granted especially the people and things that make you truely happy.In my life i have no time for 'hate' and stupid little arguments over something pathetic. I have morals and i am quite a strong person. I have no time for people with negative minds and heartless souls, cheaters and liars. Be true to yourself and it will be so easy for you to be true to another. Respect me and i will respect you! FriendsBlogGalleryVideos |
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I'm forgetting today and the next couple of days are ever going to happen and then I'm still ridiculously excited. Like jumping around the room levels. I've been thinking about it, and I think it will be January. Thats only a few months. How fucking scary but how fucking awesome is that. Whenever we talk about it I keep mentioning Perth but my dad said we can't afford to go for aother holiday there. I want to say "but Vanessa is there" when they ask why I want to try it, but then there's the whole "Vanessa is a girl on the internet I've never met yet weirdly want to live next door to" Cos that's just weird. Even if it's true.
Don't worry though, normal service will be resumed when I get back to that shithole I call home. And it may be worse. Infact I think it's better we don't talk for a few months until I get here, because now I know what's here for me going back is going to be really really bad.
I wasn't in Brisbane yesterday. That was.... I dont even remember when that was. About a week ago. We went all up the coast and then a bit further up to a place called Noosa. But that was mega expensive so we had to drive all the way back for a few hours because my dad had a limit of $150 a night hotel and wouldnt go a dollar over. He's Scottish. It explains everything. Then this week we've been going back down the coast, past Sydney and eventually got to this shitty place in the middle of nowhere called Bungendore.
My whole family are coming. Well, my parents are definitely coming in January. That's been planned for a while. I was meant to move away to uni and my sister was meant to move in with her boyfriend. Then a few weeks before we came they broke up, and now I want to get here ASAP, so it seems we're all coming over. But not being able to escape from them for 3 weeks has showed that I really need to get out. They've REALLY argued a lot. More than I've ever seen them argue before. I'm really afraid they're going to get divorced, I just hope that them coming over here is going to relax them, but either way I've had enough and need to get out. So I'll be moving out to uni. Wherever I go to. And that will help with making friends too. So it will be good. The uni accommodation is SO much better too. Argh. Everything is. I fucking love it.
Why is Brisbane better than Perth? I want pages and pages of explanation.
SEE. I told you I can have my super nice cute romantic moments. You just didn't believe me. Play your cards right and there may be more to come. Much better ones.
You won't kick my ass. Maybe at spinning and jumps and stuff. But you really don't know who you're messing with. I represented the great and famous ice hockeying nation of Great Britain for two years. Then I quit. But still. Have you played for your country? No. Exactly. You're going down. Then you're going down afterwards as your forfeit. Actually that's a good idea. We have a race and the loser has to give oral. I have the best ideas. So our ice skating day is pretty much guranteed head for me. HOWEVER. Consider this a lifeline. I actually started off years and years ago figure skating, and I gave up for one reason and one reason alone. I could not teapot. I hope you call it a teapot over here. If you can perform a teapot, I will do anything. ANYTHING you want. We can get married if you want. I will be that amazed and impressed. So there's a goal for you. Get down the ice rink and practice tea pots. You've got a few months.
I don't know. You fell asleep or msn broke or you fainted at your computer at the sheer fact you were talking to me. I'm going for the latter.
I'm currently having the lowest point at the holiday. We're visiting family that moved here a few years ago. In a fucking hick town. Seriously. It's SO weird here. I've never felt so out of place. It's like a few days ago I was in my ideal place and felt more at home than I've ever felt, and this place is SO weird. It's like something out of a film where they kidnap non-locals and eat them. If you live anywhere like this then I take everything back I've said about you being amazing and wanting to live with you. I'm not coming. If you don't live within 2 hours of Perth CBD then we have no future. I also want to see a picture of your house. Not that I'm shallow or anything, but this experience has seriously opened my eyes and I need to be careful to avoid hick towns if I want to stay alive and not end up behind the counter in a butchers. It really sucks though, cos I'm here til Friday. I really wish we did this at the start, cos it's like a really shitty ending to an amazing holiday. But still, at least I know where to avoid whilst I'm living in my awesome house with awesome pool.
As I have nothing better to do, I'll reply to your other comment. Complaining about having a comment too long from me is like complaining about having an hour long orgasm. It's virtually the same thing. Haha. That's awesome Vanessa, I thought I was worryingly into you, but you actually dreaming about me. That's like one of the overblown ridiculously cocky things I'd say. I love it. Maybe you're one of those people who controls what happens with their dreams. You should totally dream us ice skating, then the lights going out, and a single spotlight coming on us, then a whole scene out of a movie with us skating around and finally ending with a perfect kiss. I wish my life was full of scenes out of movies. It would be brilliant.
Damn I want to move to Australia
Just be awesome!!! Sun 24/7 and